It's a very noble profession? I'm sure you helped more than you think. It's hard for [humans] people to really know their impact on others during their lifetime. You might want to talk to Michael? That's... his specialty. But try not to be too hard on yourself? Don't think of being here as a failure. Just an opportunity. There's still things that need doing here. So I don't think it's a bad thing that your paperwork got messed up.