If she made you lose your cool, then she got what she deserved. She's literally a vulture waiting for some poor, unfortunate soul to kick the bucket so she can get the first piece. Look who runs the game, did you really think you were gonna have a heart-to-heart with her and she'd welcome you with open arms? Things don't work like that down here, no matter how much you might want them to.

The sooner you get that, the less it'll hurt later.

[ Hell is a revolving door of disappointment, or maybe she's just jaded at this point. ]

No, you're not, redemption is just wasted on me.