[ so the thing here is she doesn't feel guilty. in fact, a large part of her feels like this is a weird new guilting tactic that isn't going to work because she may be young but she's not stupid.

it's weird though, and interesting, and kind of pathetic. well, really pathetic. ]

You're leaking gloom everywhere, I feel like I won front row tickets to a Cure concert but all Robert Smith is doing is standing in front of me crying. So it seemed like a thing that might be bothering you.